These are a collection of different fics that I have been keeping as my own private polishing stones for late night reading, pondering and wondering and so they wax philosophic, romantic and run deep and straight to hot places and cool comedy. Because I had never really intended to publish, they are in an emotional shorthand to myself and I've tried to leave the style of each one 'as is' as best I can and still make them accessible to yonder reader. What that means is, I wrote these without restraint in order to get at the heart of the whatever issue and it plays that way.
Each fic has a separate life and vibration and style that ultimately weaves together in a emotional pattern and I definitely recommend that you read these in order and not all at once--take a little rest between fics, that what I say, that's what I do....good luck and hang tight...
Prayers Answered (5468 words) Spike/Dru/Other NC17 post fanged four set in the UK late 1930's NC17--warning on emotional content. Issues of domination and free will.
Map Me (22,567 words) Spike/Faith; Spike/Buffy AU post Season 6. Warning on emotional content--examination of mirror relationships and victimization.
Hello Beginning Again (10,000 words) If you made it through the first four fics you deserve a rest stop and treat and here it is. Post Season 7 BTVS AU NC17. Buffy and Spike as we love to love them.
Just The Truth (21,076) The is a kinda side-quel coz it can't be called a sequel...ok, it's an insert for Justice Just Us, which you absolutley must read first. It's NC17 and it's one of my favorite Buffy and Spikes...just a lovley look at a day in the family life.
