Lizerrrbeathan Fanfic

Life After Wartime; My First Fic born from flowing water au natural--that is from sweat and tears post 'Chosen' heartbreak. This is a memorial piece. Buffy and Spike in 'school' in heaven and earth taking a breather--learning what they need to be brought back together to be better, brighter and buffier. Rating NC 17 49,712 words chappies all continuous. (cuz once you start you mustn't stop--might hurt something; perpetual motion maybe.)

Snow Virgins; My second fic, the fic of my heart--Post 'Becoming'--AU way up north Buffy and Spike find mutual grief is the strange peacemaker as they stem self destruction and a downward spiral spun from the disaster of Acathla. Story concludes twenty years later. Rated NC17 27,899 words

"Missed You..."; Every one has a dark fic and here's mine. A true AU--be warned; contains a retelling of the major themes from 7, 6, into 5 beginning post 'Restless.' After a JM interview--needed to tell this story just once to understand an AU where "she used him mercilessly..." Rated: NC17 18,045 words

Summing Blue; I was flying high when I wrote this one, lemme tell you--takes place during 'Something Blue'--Spike intuits time is running out and pressures Buffy to consummate their relationship before the wedding. Short but rocks hard. (not a pun, per se) A Very NC17 2,893 words

She Said Nothing; What we all have alive in our hearts--it was so easy to write because it is so true. Post Chosen/AU A quick take on Buffy and Spike and their first post end of their world close encounter. Rated PG 1,278 words

"I Bequeath Thee..."; More than a decade post ATS5--living far away from each other, Spike intuits the terrible news that Buffy has passed away but still has something to say to him. O.K. so maybe I was hurt and this may seem dark and it is--but the story grew so quickly and had such a life of it's own--I trust it. And after the pain of ATS5-20 (you know which one)--I needed to deal with issues of loss. It's a nose blower though...if you read this, PLEASE come back to round it out with sequal: 'Boxing Day' Rated R for content 8,430 words

Separation Anxiety; Sequel to Life After Wartime. Must read 'Life' first--absolutely. This is the story I've been wanting to tell for so long--Buffy and Spike living with love in the present tense and the tensions and troubles that come with holding it together and going even deeper and flying even higher. We all know in our hearts in can be done and here's my take on the Lovely Spuffy way. This is WIP--with chapters 1-4 up and running--don't usually do it this way, but I felt it was time to get this out there. Think we all needed the real real.

Boxing Day; What can I say? Sequel to "I Bequeath Thee" and including sideroads the odometer is reading over 65,400 words. That says it all. Please be the best judge of your heart...but there is no way I would go that distance and not pay it off 12 times to Tuesday. Won't describe the plot...first two chaps set it up; but I will say this is has more of the complexity of literature than Spuffy fic--if you want the ride that talks about the real--get a pizza and a six pack of your favorite liquid lube. This is BIG one. NC17

Justice Just Us; Post ATS end; Starts off with standard issue but goes seriously AU and never to return. For the first time I could not follow cannon in exacto--just too, too many character incongruities. I think you will be able to feel what has been dropped and what has been amended from specifics to a general tone and yes We will have Buffy & Spike; We will have our minds blown; We will have our hearts bloom; Yes we will have justice, YES WE WILL. COMPLETE NC17 77,232 words After this visit the sequel 'Just the Truth'

Although all stories are written by and are the sole property of Lizerrrbeathan; Lizerrr owns nothing, collective unconscious or not, believe it or not of BTVS or ATS--Lizerrrbeathan retains the right to all non BTVS & non ATS characters. DO NOT ARCHIVE OR PUBLISH ON PERSONAL SITES WITHOUT WRITTEN PERMISSION FROM LIZERRRBEATHAN. Referenced Quotes from stories with a nod and or link back to the author means good on you for spreading the Spuffy butter and is cool. Publishing stories without permission is not.

Fanfic intending for private sharing and entertainment only--no infringement on copyright of official parties is intended, no money or goods has been or will be exchanged from utilizing BTVS/ATS characters by name--just more love, love, always the love...

Kissed Awake; I really didn't think I would publish this one, being from my'blue' period and seeing I'm done with 'sad'for a while, but I stumbled across it and it cleaned my clock and squeageed my insides out as well. It's raw and simple and fast and answers the question I asked myself: How would our Buffy grieve? Set immediately following the Spike/Anya solice segment (you know the one) and goes AU. There is a hanky warning on this one, but it gets inside Buffy's heart in a way that feels real to me. (Buffy is 'us' after all) and you may find it worth the risk. COMPLETE Rated R for emotional content. 5,594 words

Believe In Me; Here's an odd quick one that popped in and insisted on being written right away. so I'm thinking maybe somebody out there needs a post TGIQ truthtelling or maybe that somebody is me and so here it is. The thing beneath the thing and I believe in you...Buffy and Spike. Rated G 2,500 words

The Book of William; Three Parts. 30 Chapters. That says a lot right there and so this is my ode to William, to Buffy and to what it means to love the soul beneath the self. Don't wanna say too much more, cuz, well, I just spent a fortune in words on this one and only reading will get to closer to the cozy. Rated NC 17 COMPLETE! 106,500 words baby.

Regardless...; Here's a odd thing, I woke up this morning and found this fic, which I wrote goodness knows when, open on my computer and so O.K. I says, why not? The issue in this story has been on my mind a lot recently and so here it is, consider this a page from my exercise book--mid season BTVS7 post Get It Done and then going AU. I see this as the beginning of some flash card story installments. Something new. So consider this flashcard One. Bitesize at 2,049 and Rated PG

Skein and Bone; This is something a little new for me--a collection of short fics and some longer ones too along a theme of sorts. This is me cleaning out the stuff I've been working in the odd hours of the eve, with no real intention to publish, more like, an experiment, like and then all of sudden they started pulling together and singing out and well...who am I to say thee nay to my beloved Buffy and Spike? Not I. There are 11 fics in all--four are up as of November11...with the whole of the Skein falling in place soon... Because I rec reading the whole of Skein and Bone in order--I would rate this a verrrry NC17. I project close to 120,000 words once complete.

Consider this me experimenting with Spike/Other, light Buffy/Other in a complex world asking tough spiritual questions and all to understand the bigger picture of being beloved. Postscript: I've un linked these fics while I work out what is to be done with them. I'm not quite sure if they belong in this collection--there are some dark elements that I may want to bring more light to; but, 'Just the Truth' is linked on 'Justice Just Us'. Oops. That's how it goes sometimes 09/04/2009 Lizerrr If you are curious, contact me.